Elaborate structures,
Happy places of exuberance and joy.
Building in what you think is solid, a house of cards.
Your concrete reality begins to crumble,
Your precious life and memories.
When fleeing becomes mentally insensible,
You start to kill yourself on your infallibilities.
Chorus:
What are you after?
Is this really what you want?
Notice but at what cost?
Blood running dry as you long for your fears.
The things which created the ocean of tears.
Slowly drowning but don't fade away,
With all of this anger you'll go on for days.
The seams pile up, infectious disease runs abound.
Melting every shred of sane passion; of passionate sanity.
All I feel is disgust
Emotionless anarchy
CHORUS:
What are you after?
Is this really what you want?
Notice but at what cost?
I close my eyes to remove myself from this abhorrent peace.
But when the lights go out only darkness remains.